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[When Shikamaru heads down to Asuma's apartment Monday morning, he finds it empty of everything but Kurenai's things and a silver lighter standing on the table. It's wrong, but he doesn't give in to the false hope.
Of course it would stay. Even though Shikamaru gave it back to him, the lighter stopped being Asuma's the moment he picked it off his dying body.
Kurenai must've stepped out before it happened. She's a ninja, and not so senseless to have left the door wide open and run off in her grief. And so he waits for her, and tries to find his words.
After he leaves Kurenai, he has to tell Ino. Team 8 he'll find in person too - he has a request for them on top of this. It's been too long since they've heard a stir from their enemies.]
[It's well past midnight before an announcement comes, after he's made this post and spent a few hours going over the discussions there. When people are either busy with the information he gave them, or asleep.
He smokes a cigarette on his way back to his apartment in the night air, putting it out before he steps into the building, his posture falsely relaxed until he steps into his own room.]
Sarutobi Asuma is gone. [There's a pause and- no, he doesn't think it was mentioned.] Also, Haruno Sakura returned to her world a few weeks ago, for anyone who knew her.
Funnily enough, I haven't seen that masked Akatsuki guy in a while either...
[Too many people to filter that too. It's vague enough, but anyone who needs to know should get what he means. It would have been better news if he'd known before.
He'll answer journal comments in the morning.]

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That's.. admirable, isn't it?
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It's living. Sometimes you gotta be logical.
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I know I'd like to be happy, after all..
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...well what makes you happy?
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So reading books makes me happy. But lately I've learned that being with friends makes me really, really happy.. and being with Ikki-kun makes me very happy as well.
[ voice ] Meanwhile I laugh that there's like three Ikki's in Luceti now
[ voice ] LMFAO YES.. it's so funny, the ikkis are multiplying all over
After all, Shikamaru-kun and I are friends too, right?
[ voice ] They're gonna beat out the history of Jacks!
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I'm glad. Being friends with Shikamaru-kun.. it sounds so nice.
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But his self-worth has been circling the toilet for a week now. He's failed as a friend: failed Temari, failed everyone who was counting on him by making them worry. Failed Katara too, by not knowing the words to say to her.
"Nice" may not be the word for it right now, but he'll strive for it. He doesn't want to fail any of his comrades again.]
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Speaking of friends though... Did you have anyone to help you out when things were so crazy a week or so ago?
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.. Ah, I was with Fuuko-chan and Nagisa-chan at home, and.. we got a hole in the house. But everything ended up okay..
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The hole gone yet? I know repairs were on the fritz...
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Oh right, what room does he have to question things. He has friends who consider turning into naked women to be a deadly attack.]
And did any bullies come through?
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[ and despite her blank tone, she almost sounds.. well, enthusiastic about it. ]
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[/drily. But hey, if it gives her peace of mind. 8|a]