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[When Shikamaru heads down to Asuma's apartment Monday morning, he finds it empty of everything but Kurenai's things and a silver lighter standing on the table. It's wrong, but he doesn't give in to the false hope.
Of course it would stay. Even though Shikamaru gave it back to him, the lighter stopped being Asuma's the moment he picked it off his dying body.
Kurenai must've stepped out before it happened. She's a ninja, and not so senseless to have left the door wide open and run off in her grief. And so he waits for her, and tries to find his words.
After he leaves Kurenai, he has to tell Ino. Team 8 he'll find in person too - he has a request for them on top of this. It's been too long since they've heard a stir from their enemies.]
[It's well past midnight before an announcement comes, after he's made this post and spent a few hours going over the discussions there. When people are either busy with the information he gave them, or asleep.
He smokes a cigarette on his way back to his apartment in the night air, putting it out before he steps into the building, his posture falsely relaxed until he steps into his own room.]
Sarutobi Asuma is gone. [There's a pause and- no, he doesn't think it was mentioned.] Also, Haruno Sakura returned to her world a few weeks ago, for anyone who knew her.
Funnily enough, I haven't seen that masked Akatsuki guy in a while either...
[Too many people to filter that too. It's vague enough, but anyone who needs to know should get what he means. It would have been better news if he'd known before.
He'll answer journal comments in the morning.]

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So what. You'll order me to be sad?
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[A beat. And the then focuses a hard gaze on Shikamaru] So I'm gong to "order" complete honesty. You're obviously not "alright," but are you even "okay" at this moment?
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...that's looking for loopholes. That's not what he promised.]
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But now that he's making himself think about it, he doesn't know his answer. ...which is probably answer enough. He shakes his head.]
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[So that's that. He focuses his gaze longer on Shikamaru, considering how next to approach this. There's one thing he's not sure on, one thing which is an obvious "loophole" or something, so.]
Does Asauma-san going home count as Konoha's business?
[Is that exempt from my inquiry?]
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Only if you interfere with my obligation to Kurenai.
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Now's not a good time.
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Then again he promised they would, whether or not Masaomi said he couldn't say such a thing. ...and despite breaking it in the worst way today.]
Okay.
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...maybe if he starts at the basics?]
Sarutobi Asuma. [...] I've never respected or admired anyone more than him.
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[...] He was occupied saving my life when that happened, actually, but I'm getting ahead of myself.
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[The group's been reinstated, Shikamaru remembers. Mostly because a month before Asuma died, he declined the Daimyo's invitation to join.]
Got a bounty on his head in the black market for it. Came back a chain smoker, too. [He wrinkles his nose in distaste, and looks at the wall again.] Shit smelled awful - he was always getting smoke in our eyes when Ino and Chouji and I were put in his cell.
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...Stupid. That's stupid sentimentality. But he says nothing]
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He resorted to bribery to get us to do stuff. Ino wasn't hard, he just let her be boss of us guys. When we trained well, he rewarded Chouji by taking everyone out to barbecue. About got himself in debt like that.
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He doesn't say these things to talk about himself - he hates doing that - but the amount of pride Asuma took in him... well, it's stupid, but it is who he was.]
He taught me shogi, and lost every game after. I spent more time with him than my parents, but he didn't seem to mind having a dumb kid like me bothering him and cutting into his free time.
He tricked me into an IQ test, and wouldn't stop bragging about it or how soon I was promoted to chuunin, which was troublesome. Getting the vest is supposed to be a rite of passage to adulthood, but our clans do things differently.
[He flicks one ear now with his finger, hitting the stud.] He had the final say, and he waited two years until Ino and Chouji were promoted too.
[It's not enough to say what he was like, you see, because that would never describe it. It's in the things he'd do. And he did a lot for Shikamaru.
.....but there was another side of him, with things he'd do for someone else.]
And it was around that time I think he fell in love.
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